I Can Only Imagine I feel the approaching silence as the last day soon draws nigh To the time of what once was, but is to be nevermore. To my shame, I have fallen from grace against my hearts weary sigh. I have lost my way in effort to move past the pain, which this heart of mine bore. I chased only dreams built only on the desire to feel alive again once more Yet in doing so, I walked ever further from the Father, and heavens open door. I was wrong in this, and to this my heart, I feel such remorse and shame. My intentions were pure, for I only wanted to remember nothing but her name. But as the days of this summer softly fade on the coming autumns shadowy call. I realize…Oh God I realize, that I had lied to myself in wanting to move on. For I still see her in a sunset, I see her in my hearts mind upon every mornings rise. I still love her, and I guess I always will until we meet once again in another time. I can only imagine… J. Allen Wilson…8/18/2009 |